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Joshua Robert Long: 4 Poems

Occasional Self Portrait, Pt IV

Green and gray turn into
poorly painted mural
The Simpsons staring at
Brewery Ken Kesey
and all his family’s yogurt money
cannot pull my fists back through the windshield

I’m walking in the almost-post-dawn
a parking lot patch of grass
beside the hotel car wash
and my dog shits and barks
at another dog
while a young white kid in slippers
does the storyline of a cigarette

Brushing in a bus stop across
the street
next to a Mexican restaurant
that never seems to open

Each time my eyes going
left-to-right
I hear another property management company
voicemail
telling me how we have no credit
or we have too many pets
or the threat of the dog is real

Back in front of the hotel room
the neighbor leaves half a pizza
and the rental car gets returned
while my wife learns to ride the bus

Outside at night I remember
what it’s like to be somewhere
around people
and the sorts of things they’ll offer
to you on their own roads
to finding peace

I start wondering how long we’ve been here
and we’re already starting to forget

Karen

You in a hospital gown
holding a pillow up in your fist
like a shield
as four grown men all stand around you
in fear

You’re screaming and you’re crying
and nobody can tell if it’s the good or bad kind

One eventually gets by you with a shot
sinking slowly down to your knees

My knight in shimmering armor
shackled to the bed
somewhere in Beavercreek
where a couple of geese used to fly

I Want a World

That looks like a world
like an imaginary field of sound
projected back and attached
to a conversation with a stranger
smiling

I want to feel
the kindness of an electricity bill
in a world that’s in my own name

The type of handshake
you get from a security deposit
rolling down sideways
down a hill

Riding

Struggling to hear through heat
the dry air walking down opposite sidewalk
and me
in the very back seat of the bus
but on the opposite side and out of the sun

I think about how many times I’ve seen you
and how there is an extra different kind of feel to this
with the heat of the engine going on behind me
as the fan blows out a sound that soothes in the same sense
as white noise

I hold my breath and smell
the stale sweat made of steeped cigarettes
as we stop and we stop and we stop
and I simply cannot


Joshua Robert Long is a writer, poet, journalist from Dayton, Ohio currently living in Eugene, Oregon. He has a wife and a cattlemutt and a tabby cat and a Siamese cat. He also has an MFA from The University of Texas at El Paso in Creative Writing.

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Alexander Romanovich: 3 Poems

The Body Perfect

on the umbral mouth of  a lake someone unwinds helming the bleached raft a daughter of the savage corona surrounded by the black floor of the sky

her eyes delighting in spates of shadowglass as the bandit fish nibble at the stars

 

a wind settles to sleep in the inky shallows warm with citronella to open the auric channels breeding asterism she draws a branch of fire

her eye flitting about the games of a blind thicket

the solid bones of the forest grasping at prowling night lamps

 

a tree twisting against the ashen nightshades she moves arm over arm leg over leg

architecture and balance throwing a lifeline to the twilights her column arched to the centerline of the sagittarii and poised like a pentaprism before the faint jewel box

 

releasing through the depthless bodyshell

open to the sky offering the heart naked as it is

she scatters all the tongues of her silvered sheathings one fears of losing but nothing is lost

what’s left when the body evaporates?

Danaë Downpour

there was a sudden loss of time under sweeping hands then the gentle flowing of fingers playing their ancient airs before a brief pause in the falling of gold

 

but now these wine-dark seas have churned far too long to still the watery dreams of your greening child

with its eyes barely upon the alpenglow

 

no, let it walk freely through the wilds of purple past the creeping violet fatigue of the rock faces

where the bloodstones ponder their naked transparencies

 

let it awaken with the ignition of hazy spumes the droning flames pollinating a frameless sky in airy coils of gilded ash

 

guide it safely between the magnetic panels of dusk under the lighted glass of luna moths

it must pass

 

like a clouded eye

like a storm without consciousness not accustomed to the incendiary effluvia that overturn the rains

 

let it cast a stone to the blaze of bearded altars ripe with their soft chimneys of grass

leaving alms to sting the virgin woods

 

reply in echo grant him a name

for already I hear the high-walled Earth

closing in upon the asphodel and screaming like a banshee

Alrescha

always we walk out into the evening with the mossy-eyed sleep of cedars

as the night rushes in to nurse great stars

taking these long voyages through grasslands starved of fruit through the mirrored underbrush past the

here-and-gone trees

 

together we invade the inglenooks with their gathering of ancient dusks

like the slow coupling of two rivers strumming the reeds of a detached dream

a dream of things that bear the depths alone waiting to pull themselves upward from the deep mists of the earth

 

there we find a night laced

with the haunting breath of greenery where the just fallen evening evaporates clear through the lunar nets

where we walk into the cold gaze of nightshades and pause in the cool breath of the mountain falls you and me playmates in the tall grasses

 

and if I ever fall away redshifted

adrift in the sleep of the living

you return amidst the calm whirl of signals from a far off place

so many things are written upon your cheek like words of snow drifting in from the sweeping wilds of night

your lips remain sealed burning

until that sole bird arrives to unzip this void


Alexander Romanovich is a New York City-based poet whose work is influenced by elements of mythology, Surrealism, and metaphysics. He previously published a chapbook, 'Mythopoeia,' as well as a volume of poetry entitled 'The Keeping of Lights' in early 2019 which was featured in the 2019 poetry showcase at Poets House NYC.

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Sean Lynch: 3 Poems

A Distant Hill

Humans lined up for the kill

quaking before a trench

a preparation for innocents slaughtered

a trench dug by convicts trusted

more than innocents slaughtered.

The Urals are impassable.

Comrade, there's no need

to justify when you have vodka

and your pick of the floor cleaners

to fuck, with genitals only a little warmer

than their hardened knees.

Comrade Stalin himself says a soldier

who has crossed thousands of kilometers

through blood and fire and death

can have fun with a woman.

The Urals are impassable.

Comrade, why have a conscience

when there's the commissar

to give reasons? Confessions

excesses of humans, the Siberian forests

hold unknowable numbers, quotas

of timber and quotas of corpses

fill the hills surrounding the gulag

but there's one hill that's different

where numbers become bodies

and bodies become numbers

and humans collapse into holes

like they never existed.

The Urals are impassable.

The glades of Tambov woods

and the Meschchera nature reserve

are islands of nihilism scattered

across a sea of meaning.

Camps large enough to hold the millions

of reasons we fear monuments

for the forgotten. The state monopolizes

monuments. Auntie Pasha do not resell

the stockings you found in Chelyabinsk.

Don't you dare travel to Zlatoust to hawk

your wares. It doesn't matter

if your boys starve.

The Urals are impassable.

You'll only end up a floor cleaner.

One son dead on the front

another son maimed at home.

The Urals are impassable.

How one man can destroy

the lives of millions

and ruin an ideology.

Like they never existed.

All buried on the distant hill

that only the executioner

with his stone soul can reach.

A distant hill filled with nothing.

Blood Stained Plains

Driven from stone-walled

and thatched-roof hovels by the redcoats

with bayonet, but mostly by hunger

over the Atlantic

halfway across the world

by way of decaying wood

in broken vessels devastated by disease.

Killed before arrival by infections

and overcrowding and even more hunger.

Harassed in colonial cities

of New York, Boston, Philadelphia

by "Nativists" who formed mobs

to assault foreigners. Some fled west again

as settlers mimicking tactics conceived

by oppressors in the homeland

the punctured emerald isle.

Pushing farther west

in this new red land

to escape prejudice

by earlier conquerors

in the cramped suffocation

of east coast cities

to vast prairies

stained with blood.

The colonized transmogrified into colonizer

to nurture the ashen earth.

Bonus Army

Remember MacArthur's charge

against broke WW1 vets

camped out in protest in DC

at the height of the Great Depression?

Remember cavalry and tanks

running down old men

and women and children

on the lawn of the Capitol building?

The original Occupy movement

demanded due money

and was met with force

of the active duty

ordered to drive out

veteran soldiers.

Burn the Tents!

Snatch the rifles!

Fire and tear gas and gunshots.

A scene that will be repeated

in the future.

The Great Depression

will return.

And it will be the end

of the American Empire.

Sean Lynch is a leftist poet and editor who lives in South Philly. His poems have been published in various journals and he is the author of four chapbooks, the latest being On Violence, published in 2019 by Radical Paper Press. You can find out more about him on swlynch.com

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Aakriti Kuntal: 3 poems

Sea

The sea sleeps in its eternal blackness.

I throw a stone

And the sea eats it.

 

I throw an arm,

A body, a smile, a tear, some cough

And the sea eats it.

 

The sea stretches from the horizon

To the cold forehead,

Covering everything in its feverish grey light.

 

I throw a clot of blood

And the sea, like a snake,

Coils into a watery dream.

 

Shivers like a serpent 

With its scales falling off, 

Scales like cotton skies

 

I throw a lie

And the sea catches it; 

Giggles and throws it right back at me.

 

The waves splash in my face;

Their sounds endlessly hiccupping in my ears.

 

I throw myself to the sea

And the sea inhales me.

 

Sea, 

Giant God of everything.

Sea Anemone

Your mouth swims in the dark sea.

 

Pulsating between currents.

Shifting like a Scorpio in shadows.

 

I hold your tongue

And it has the sweet, liquid shape

 

Of departure. We knew it would happen.

That moment the wires crossed

 

Each other and over the static

Our hearts beeped into a Fibonacci

 

Sequence. We knew that love extinguishes

Between two gasps. Quickly as a breath.

 

That is the time we live, we too would

Pop open like the anxiety in our heads.

 

Today, your eye is a sea anemone

From where I drink my sorrows.

 

Today, your eye is Jasmine itr

That has opened my senses

 

And the nose is bleeding in a conflagration

Of fragrances.

 

Today, your eye,

         Your eye,

Is a capsule of white light

And in it, our lonely faces search for each other.

  • Itr: Hindi word for perfume or scent

Uncertainty

Words juggle in my belly.
They have lost the entirety of punctuation.

They float as a language in its neo-natal state,
language unborn.

What lay before a word, before you could spell?
Did everything disintegrate but you had no notion
of disintegration?

My lips twist around my tongue and my tongue slips
in the valleys of the jaw.

There is nothing as seismic as uncertainty.

It bounces on and off the chest like a tiny, orphaned lump.

I calculate days on my knuckles, count months.

     Test reports and Lab IDs spill between them. 

I wait. I wait endlessly. I'm always waiting for something

to happen.
This wait has filled me up and I have filled it.

I float inside it now.
Flowers pickle in my ears.

I roam like a lump of mass that rows in the night sea,

on and on. Where does this end?

This, this unwavering trepidation. I pluck clouds
with my eyes and chew twigs in my head. I am semi-solid,
floating in bits and pieces, unable to make sense of wholeness.

Wholeness is strange. Wholeness is absurd.


I only know shards, shards as they glow beneath the night

sky. I stand quietly in the balcony, not uttering a single word,

always wondering which of these days death will come back,

swooping in, feathered and beautiful, armed and ready,

to collect what it didn't the first time.


Aakriti Kuntal is a poet and writer from Gurugram, India. Her work has been featured in Selcouth Station, RASPUTIN: A Poetry Thread, Poetry at Sangam, Mad Swirl, The Bombay Literary Magazine, The Hindu, Madras Courier, Pangolin Review, and Visual Verse among others. Her poem Lilith was recently nominated for the Best of the Net awards 2018-2019 by Pangolin Review. She was awarded the Reuel International Prize 2017 for poetry and was a finalist for the RL Poetry Award 2018.

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Julie Ortegon: 3 Poems

Today

I am an

achy beast

roaring and roaming

in incomprehension.

A bb magpie

huddled in the warmth

of blankets + pillows

of my nest.

Gradually

graduating

into an expert human

forming an opinion.

 

SOMETIME BETWEEN FEBRUARY AND JUNE

The actions and time:

Standing on a corner waiting.

Thumb touching fabric.

Hair is growing.

Shoulders curbing comfortably forward.

 

Staring at screen.

 

Blue.

 

I step outside and my eyes cannot see

the textures around me.

The ambiance.

The messages.

 

Where is that secret?

The beauty?

 

I miss it,

the distance.

 

My eyes are blurry and sweaty.

Face is dropping and

settling

into the warm folds

of the future.

 

Little Anthem

Grinding of the front teeth,

chipping away

The Healer says:

 

Where are the words

 

and

 

the space?

 

Maybe I have nothing to say at all.

 

Complacency pays my bills

I feel dumb and outnumbered.

 

Diplomas and confidence.

 

But, dammit.

I thought I was fine.

I really did.

I do sometimes.

Except when my feats are compared.

 

But fuck I’m alive!

I’m having fun!

I wear red with confidence!

I have ears that listen!

And wrinkles that billow up and down.

 

It’s pretty straightforward.

 

I taste the sky,

I drink the air,

I sing loudly

and I eat clouds.

 

I learned that from:

 

Train hoppers,

Scientists,

Book makers,

Teachers,

Lovers,

 

and myself,

my gut.

 

It’s mine.

 

I am worthy

and alive.


Julie Ortegon is a Colombian-American visual artist and poet living in Brooklyn, NY. Her work aims to present an unabashedly honest portrait of a woman and immigrant coming to terms with race, gender, and class divide in the context of an American life. Her most recent chapbook “15 Poems” is hand-made and available now.

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Larry Narron: 1 Poem


Larry Narron's poems appear or are forthcoming in Tilde, Bayou, Hobart, Phoebe, Booth, Dialogist, Berkeley Poetry Review, and elsewhere. They've been nominated for the Best of the Net and Best New Poets. Born and raised in Southern California, Larry currently lives in Philadelphia. He studies literacy at the University of Pennsylvania Graduate School of Education.

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Anastasia Jill: 3 poems

dna 

I rescued her after awhile,

this darling living in my asylum.

Even the blackest hole

can feel love,

I suppose.

 

There are instructions in her bones,

how to build me, how to demolish.

She is thymine hard

cytosine soft.

 

I forgot,

she don’t react well

with other elements.


pancakes

The cheek of her ass is in my shirt

and her lower back tells stories

of good morning newscasts:

 

cloudy with a chance of lavender;

traffic on the 108.

 

Mornings are the worst

but her legs ain’t,

not in my kitchen.

 

Her gaze fits around me twice

like rotations of the sun

while she makes me food

and asks if I’m celebrating Lent.

 

I tell her I’m not a Christian.

She fucks up breakfast

and sits in my lap,

 

gorging on the skepticism

juices dribbling

down my chin.

 

cold beer

Moon deathrops out of sky,

outside’s the coldest it's been

since July.

We were on the news that night,

looking like a loving couple

and it was magic, sparklers and booze.

She remembers fourth o’fireworks,

chinese pagodas, jars of wine

and I remember her,

the poise of her mouth before the boom,

but this ain’t a holiday; this is downtown

and we’re December babes now.

Smog wears the glint of midnight

and sticks parade as trees,

bouquets of buildings are flanked

by roof rats and panhandlers

are asking for a dollar fifty.

She cleans up misty bottles

lined around her eyes because

she hates crying in public.

She hates me like a lawyer,

like the winter and the night.

She lights a cigarette to cloud

her PBR dreams.

 

We drink. Not to us.

But to something more grand.


Anastasia Jill is a queer writer living in the South. Her work has been nominated for Best of the Net and Best Small Fiction Anthology and has been featured with Poets.org, Lunch Ticket, FIVE:2:ONE, apt, Anomaly Literary Journal, 2River, Gertrude Press, Minola Review, and more.

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Ryan Torres: 2 Poems

PSA From The Price is Right

My cat went into heat

for the first time.

She kept walking around the house,

screaming for a lover,

and searching every room.

Looking for love in all the wrong places.

Begging for the sweet release of sex.

Pleading for an end to this primal urge.

I tell her, “I’m sorry, Sweet Pea.

But, for what it’s worth,

I know what it’s like.”

I am Bob Barker’s

mortal enemy.

The Salem Satan

Satan lives in Salem, Massachusetts.

He dresses in black and red holy orders

with a cape.

His eyes are black and empty,

and there is a hungry grin

permanently fixed on his masked face.

The evangelicals line up

outside the clinics,

or outside the Satanic temple,

or in the commons

waving signs.

And they promise the things

that only Satan can deliver.

So, Satan shows up to these gatherings too.

And he carries a sign of his own.

The sign reads:

“Free hugs from Satan.”

And the sinners line up to do so.

A warm embrace

that we all desire.

One day,

on Satan’s Facebook page,

he posted a picture

of a grey-haired man

who was overweight,

Clean-shaven,

wore glasses,

and had a tattoo on his right arm.

Seemed like an okay guy.

Someone I would sit next to at the dive bar.

Someone with whom I would shoot the shit.

And the post read:

“This is the real me.”

And Satan told the world

about his social anxiety.

That some days it’s hard to leave the house.

That he had accepted his weight.

And that he feels sad in the same way

that all his followers--

and unfollowers--

do.

Hell...

who knew Satan

is just like

one of us?


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Keith Moul: Rivers Moving: Photos

Synopsis

Keith Moul needs only the slightest tic of interest to take pictures and then examine them for the most interesting content. Moving rivers are wonders to feel through all the senses. When he collects enough to group thematically, he does. That's about it. Enjoy!


Keith Moul is a poet of place, a photographer of the distinction light adds to place. Both his poems and photos are published widely. His photos are digital, striving for high contrast and saturation, which makes his vision colorful (or weak, requiring enhancement). http://poemsphotosmoul.blogspot.com/

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Rachel Tanner: 3 poems

my forever is a map that only you can read

When it seems there is

nothing left but murky oceans & catastrophe,

there will still be you. Your lighthouse heart.

Your aching. Your magic. When the blood

of the earth drowns cities, I will find you,

pull your hurt into my heart.

When the skin of the planet burns & burns & burns,

I will become a torch. I will show you the way out.

I've been painting my nails with brimstone for years;

it's a good look on me. God promised a fire,

but I promise a different kind of heat.

Take my hand.                      The flames are coming.

 

That Night After Workshop

You meet me in the parking lot of a local bar, me

sweating in the October air, hardly

believing you’re here. Hardly believing

you’re you.

 

Write I what know? Well, what I know is I can

dry swallow nearly every pill you dare me to.

What I know is now I’m three drinks deep & barely

getting started. What I know is you kiss me

between dart throws & I am unsteady enough

right now to admit to you that I don’t have

as much experience with this as I claimed I did.

 

This?

 

Us. You. Mouths that are sloppy

& sure of themselves. Nights with

no futures. Me with no clothes. I’ve

lied my way into arms before, made hands

think that I know hands. I don’t know much.

Acting isn’t hard. People believe what they want.

 

The bar is closing & I live down the street.

No roommates. But no. You want to stay here,

make my car into a bed. That’s fine. It’s cooled

off outside & early morning radio is the best.

I can see the tattoo parlor from here that years ago

etched teenage rebellion onto my skin, now your

skin.                            Our skin.

CW: suicidal ideation


Dark Source

This week, I didn't want to die until Wednesday.

My therapist says the goal isn't “remission” but

fewer days I want to die. Fewer spirals. On the day

the first picture of a black hole became public,

I decided an exit bag was easier than a short drop.

I researched water pumps. I researched cars.

I sat outside on the porch and didn't move

for nearly an hour. Got my first sunburn of the year.

Imagined life without life. If things are ending anyway,

why not spare god the burden of one more person?

If we have fucked up this substantially,

what's one more fuck up made by one more fuck up?

 

On the day the first picture of a black hole became public,

I chose to stick around.


Rachel Tanner is a queer, disabled writer whose work has recently appeared in Videodame, Porridge Magazine, Peach Mag, and elsewhere. She tweets @rickit.

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Nathan Wilkins: Spoken word

We tend to revisit previous readers of our readings and we have a good one for you today. We were enchanted with his work for TWP #29, so here is a spoken word performance by Nate Wilkins. Enjoy!

Based out of Knoxville, TN, Nathan Wilkins has been writing for 7 years and is a fan of live readings. He's big into the Boston Celtics and puns. He read for Thirty West on TWP #29.

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Jane-Rebecca Cannarella: Better Bones teasers

This past Thursday, we had our 30th Thirty West Presents reading. No small feat in the least. We also had a little surprise for everyone in attendance: a cover reveal for our newest title, Better Bones. We may have (slightly) surprised Janie with this one! Below are some sample readings we took that night, including the pieces, “A Citadel Made of Human Bones”, and “Couches I Knew in My 20s”. Click the cover image below to pre-order or click here

Better Bones, a collection of hybrid stories, out 8/30

Jane-Rebecca Cannarella is a writer living in Philadelphia who is haunted by ghosts of her past—all of which are barnacled sailboats.

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Hannah Litvin: Same, But Different

Ross sits in the dark with the TV on, volume off. He lets a movie play on repeat, staring off into the corners of the room. As he lights a cigarette, he thinks back on his mom’s stroke two years ago and the days after. As the words “persistent vegetative state” escaped the doctor’s mouth, floating around the room as in a cartoon, he had decided not to pull the plug. Hoping for the small chance of recovery, Ross had dedicated himself that day to the role of caretaker. The dutiful, loyal son.

***

All the movie houses were switching over to digital these days. Ross’s job was to sit in the dark projection booth and launch movies from the hard drive. Gone were the days of splicing, lacing, clicks, and whizzes. His only value now was extensive knowledge of new and coming-soon films, so he was able to customize movie trailers by a simple drag and drop function. He adjusted his belt, sat back, and pushed the play button. The theatre went dark and the trailers rolled on. 

***

Ross’s first trip to a movie theater was with his mom. He was five and they were road-tripping through a storm to visit cousins by Mount Rainier. Mom thought it best to pull over in a small town and let the storm pass.

“We could try to force our way through the storm, but this is more fun,” she said. “Let’s go to the movies.”

***  

On a cigarette break, Dan from the box office, asks,

“Hey Ross, how’s your Ma?”

“Same as always, but different than before.”

“It’s a shame, man. I don’t know how you…well, I just couldn’t deal. My wife’s mom went into hospice a few years back. Grateful the kids didn’t have to see her much like that. Do the doctors come much?”

“Nah. Hope of recovery has flatlined, but she hasn’t. I just can’t pull the plug, Dan. It ain’t my decision, y’know?”

Dan sighs and shakes his head, stubbing out his cigarette.

“It’s a real shame, man.”

Ross shrugs.

***

After work, Ross stops at the bar, downs two beers, then drives the rest of the way home. Turning the key of his front door, he inhales deeply and steps inside. The lights are off. The smells of cigarettes, dirty carpet and empty TV dinner trays assault him.

“I always know what’s coming, but it always takes me by surprise.”

He looks around the house, disgusted by something he can’t see. The coffee table is littered with a growing tower of his mother’s magazine subscriptions, the corners of which rustle under the ceiling fan’s whir. The outline of his mom’s recliner is completely unchanged, save for a stack of sticky Styrofoam takeout boxes perched on one arm.

“This weekend I’ll hire a cleaner.”

Ross doesn’t bother to turn the lights on. He walks through the dark hallways, guided by a faint glow into the bedroom where his mom lay in bed, attached to half a dozen computers and blinking lights—all this machine, and not a single task Ross was meant to do. He returns to the living room. As the credits from a Romero film turn over, the TV goes quiet, and Ross listens to the machine’s steady metronome.

Gsssh…woooo. Gsssh...woooo.  


 Hannah Litvin is a writer and former-Texan living in Philadelphia. She holds a BA in studio arts from University of Houston, and works full-time. Her poems have been published narrowly online and in print since 2015, but today she writes primarily fiction. Her short story “Rugsweeping, and Other Lost Arts” won Runner Up in the 2019 San Miguel Writers Conference, and is forthcoming in the Painted Bride Quarterly.

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Alexis Christakes: 2 Poems

Lugh

the risk of working with something

precious is squandering it;

the risk of working with something

you love is hating it;

and working with something

lukewarm causes stasis.

the danger in working with hate

is deep and wasteful anger, but

there’s certainty in idleness;

it’s uselessness, it’s hopelessness.

such unending humanness

running in our wheels, studying

all the circles (but our own),

and every time that I kneel,

my armored skin peels.

does the fire make me real?

 

this being alive is not to be

satisfied, but questioned and

quarreled, quibbled and nibbled at

to be kept alive, just to have some fight:

always to continue and never to arrive—

as far as legs will carry then

farther, sputtering on burning vernal

urges to survive. running on fumes

and the backs of good friends,

gassing out, guessing at the black:

still full of questions, maybe more.

I hope more.

put it off; put it off.

Solstice

There is a humming

inside me, outside me,

enveloping each nerve,

bubbling a light quiet boil

in my strawberry blood.

It’s behind my ear now.

I take the dirt in my hand

like a prayer. I am dirt

recreating itself, tasting

itself, pretending to be

something more, so I am.

My hand moves to my mouth

like an infant’s, and

earthworms marry my

intestines, squirmy-happy-

nesting at my center where I

smell like raspberries,

taste like rum,

and look like a red giant, but

feel sometimes like a black hole.


Alexis Christakes is a nature-inspired poet living in Huntsville, Alabama. She studied horticulture and herbalism in Pennsylvania, and now works at a wine bar, a coffee shop, and doing freelance social media/marketing work. She writes and handmakes miniature books of poetry.

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